karl126

karl126 @ 2005-11-26T17:10:00

2005-11-26T22:10:48Z

barbara ward of towson

today

2005-06-12T20:49:54Z

So today I went to the JCC to engage in Dr. Naismith's wonderful invention, also known as basketball.

People Really Said These Things In Court

Q: What is your date of birth?
A: July fifteenth.
Q: What year?
A: Every year.

Q: This myasthenia gravis - does it affect your memory at all?
A: Yes.
Q: And in what ways does it affect your memory?
A: I forget.
Q: You forget. Can you give us an example of something that you've forgotten?

Q: All your responses must be oral, okay? What school did you go to?
A: Oral.

Q: How old is your son - the one living with you.
A: Thirty-eight or thirty-five, I can't remember which.
Q: How long has he lived with you?
A: Forty-five years.

Q: What was the first thing your husband said to you when he woke that morning?
A: He said, "Where am I, Cathy?"
Q: And why did that upset you?
A: My name is Susan.

Q: Sir, what is your IQ?
A: Well, I can see pretty well, I think.

Q: Do you know if your daughter has ever been involved in the voodoo occult?
A: We both do.
Q: Voodoo?
A: We do.
Q: You do?
A: Yes, voodoo.

Q: Now doctor, isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep, he doesn't know about it until the next morning?

Q: The youngest son, the twenty-year old, how old is he?

Q: Were you present when your picture was taken?
Q: Was it you or your younger brother who was killed in the war?

Q: Did he kill you?

Q: How far apart were the vehicles at the time of the collision?

Q: You were there until the time you left, is that true?

Q: How many times have you committed suicide?

Q: So the date of conception (of the baby) was August 8th?
A: Yes.
Q: And what were you doing at that time?

Q: She had three children, right?
A: Yes.
Q: How many were boys?
A: None.
Q: Were there any girls?

Q: You say the stairs went down to the basement?
A: Yes.
Q: And these stairs, did they go up also?

Q: Mr. Slattery, you went on a rather elaborate honeymoon, didn't you?
A: I went to Europe, sir.
Q: And you took your new wife?

Q: How was your first marriage terminated?
A: By death.
Q: And by whose death was it terminated?

Q: Can you describe the individual?
A: He was about medium height and had a beard.
Q: Was this a male, or a female?

Q: Is your appearance here this morning pursuant to a deposition notice which I sent to your attorney?
A: No, this is how I dress when I go to work.

Q: Doctor, how many autopsies have you performed on dead people?
A: All my autopsies are performed on dead people.
Q: Do you recall the time that you examined the body?
A: The autopsy started around 8:30 p.m.
Q: And Mr. Dennington was dead at the time?
A: No, he was sitting on the table wondering why I was doing an autopsy.

senior week

2005-06-11T18:27:08Z

So I just got back from senior week...and it was totally awesome as expected

Got out to Ocean City about noon on Monday

After which many, many things happened

Playing mini-golf happened the most times

And a lot of things are tied as having happened the fewest times, which is one.

Things which never happened don't count.

And then I got back at like 3 AM this morning.

Oh an I picked up this souvenir T-shirt that says "What happens at Senior Week stays in Ocean City"

Amen, brother.

Amen.

totally random, incoherent ramblings while I prepare to leave for senior week

2005-06-06T00:56:05Z

This song reminds me of the third grade, when it seemed like

Life is bigger
It’s bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no, I’ve said too much
I set it up

That’s me in the corner
That’s me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don’t know if I can do it
Oh no, I’ve said too much
I haven’t said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

Every whisper
Of every waking hour i’m
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool, fool
Oh no, I’ve said too much
I set it up
Consider this
Consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now I’ve said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
That was just a dream

But that was just a dream
Try, cry, why try?
That was just a dream
Just a dream, just a dream
Dream

There's nothing left to say

That one station, 106.5, I used to listen to it like all the time back in third grade, so most of my memories from then have a song from 106.5 that they would play attached to it

I remember waking up for school one morning, a little earlier than usual, and turning on the radio and watching the sun rise

Baby, baby, I'm taken with the notion
To love you with the sweetest of devotion
Baby, baby, my tender love will flow from
The bluest sky to the deepest ocean
Stop for a minute
Baby, I'm so glad you're mine, yeah
You're mine

Baby, baby, the stars are shinin' for you
And just like me, I'm sure that they adore you
Baby, baby, go walkin' through the forest
The birds above a-singin' you a chorus
Stop for a minute
Baby, they're so glad you're mine, oh yeah

And ever since the day
You put my heart in motion
Baby, I realize that there's
Just no getting over you

I wouldn't be caught dead listening to Amy Grant today

The years fly by so fast

It's really been eleven years since I moved to Maryland.

But third grade, that's one of the most powerful memories

Because otherwise nostalgia would be unnecesary

Moving on is love.

who would've thought

2005-06-04T21:01:41Z

Yes, who would've thought, for the second day in a row, I decided to access my once dormant livejournal account and let you, the reading public, know what is up with my life.

So today is my high school graduation party, and I got all dressed up and all--think prom but without the tux shoes.

I've gotten down the whole piano intro to Ordinary People by John Legend.

Hmm guess there's not much else to say at the moment; I did kind of cover a whole lot of ground yesterday...

Oh and one more thing...

LEAVE COMMENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you.

Don't go changing to try and please me,
You never let me down before.
And don't imagine you're too familiar,
And I don't see you anymore.

I wouldn't leave you in times of trouble,
We never could have come this far.
I took the good times, I'll take the bad times,
I'll take you just the way you are.

Don't go trying some new fashion.
Don't change the color of your hair.
You always have my unspoken passion,
Although I might not seem to care.

I don't want clever conversation,
I never want to work that hard.
I just want someone that I can talk to,
I want you just the way you are.

I need to know that you will always be,
The same old someone that I knew.
What will it take till you believe in me,
The way that I believe in you?

I said I love you and that's forever,
And this I promise from the heart.
I could not love you any better,
I love you just the way you are.

I don't want clever conversation,
I never want to work that hard.
I just want someone that I can talk to,
I want you just the way you are.

I said I love you and that's forever,
And this I promise from the heart.
I could not love you any better,
I love you just the way you are.

ohemefgeelolz an update

2005-06-04T04:31:19Z

So for the first time in a while I'm going to update my livejournal (more like deadjournal) without the prodding of a certain trendy fish.

Many things have happened between April 26th, my last update, and now:

I've grown older (hopefully...)
Made and lost millions on the stock market (where's Martha Stewart when you need her?)
Fallen in love (where's Martha Stewart when you need her?...OK so I'm just kidding about the Martha Stewart part)
Had a kickass time at my prom (with the best prom date ever)
Written an episode of Family Guy (in case you were wondering why it was even better than usual that one week)
Graduated from high school second in my class (number one loser!)
Gone to a theme park and ridden roller coasters like it's my job (reminded me a lot of that third thing I did..)
Seen Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith
Opened a Starbucks in my house
Run against Bobby Zirkin for....what is it that he does again?
Started a jam band with Trey Anastasio called Pin the Tail on the Donkey
Lost twenty pounds
Received a minor league contract from the Kansas City Royals
Updated my livejournal

OK so obviously not all of those are things I really did; I'll leave it to you to decide which are true and which are not.... exactly half are true, comment me with the ones you think are true!

Next on the docket is Senior Week

Yes, that fun-filled time of year when all us seniors flock to the beach to......what is it we do there again?

Guess I'll find out and include it in my next post

But until then.....

Hey kid, rock and roll
Rock on, ooh, my soul
Hey kid, boogey too, did ya

Hey shout, summertime blues
Jump up and down in my blue suede shoes
Hey kid, rock and roll, rock on

And where do we go from here
Which is the way that's clear

Still looking for that blue jean, baby queen
Prettiest girl I ever seen
See her shake on the movie screen, Jimmy Dean
Jimmy Dean
Rock on

these conversations kill

karl126 @ 2005-04-26T21:09:00

2005-04-27T01:21:09Z

rbTrEnDyfish4dmb: will you please update your livejoural, and make this poor, tragic sould happy?

Yes, it's come at last............
Another update.

OK so here's the deal

I am less than a month away from being done with school for......
well, actually its only for like three months, but next time around I won't be returning to Franklin, but rather.....

The University of California

Yes, the very one, located in fabulous Berkeley, California, home of hippies, transients, college kids, beautiful scenery, and

Karl Siganporia

So four more days left in this month and then....

BAM

It's MAY!

I'm definitely going to learn to speak French and Italian

I have to say I'm happy with everything, and that is because everything I presently know to be reality is about to disappear forever, so even if I hate it normally I can't help but love it, kind of like that relative who you constantly bicker with but then you discover they have a horrible illness and reconcile with them, yea sorta like that.

These next few months are going to be great because, for a brief, shining moment, all us seniors will be without obligations or any such nonsense.....in limbo essentially

And then of course all this will start over again

But I digress

Well actually this whole journal entry is a digression of the conversation displayed above

To wit

Time for a song

Welcome my son, welcome to the machine.
Where have you been? It's alright we know where you've been.
You've been in the pipeline, filling in time,
provided with toys and Scouting for Boys.
You bought a guitar to punish your ma,
And you didn't like school, and you know you're nobody's fool,
So welcome to the machine.
Welcome my son, welcome to the machine.
What did you dream? It's alright we told you what to dream.
You dreamed of a big star, he played a mean guitar,
He always ate in the Steak Bar. He loved to drive in his Jaguar.
So welcome to the machine.

I've been on a Pink Floyd kick as of late...that's "Welcome to the machine" in case you were wondering

And with that I say

Good Evening.

karl126 @ 2005-03-23T20:40:00

2005-03-24T01:50:26Z

rbTrEnDyfish4dmb: GOD DAMNIT KARL UPDATE YOUR LIVEJOURNAL
rbTrEnDyfish4dmb: this is an ORDER

Ah the things that inspire us.

It's going to be a long month, because it has three more days than the last month....which is totally insane.

Ok so how about some free-association writing

Today it rained like there was no tomorrow, and it was really cold, and I just kept thinking, and it was cloudy, and I liked how we learned about schizophrenia because it was interesting. I sometimes wonder why I pretend to not know even simple facts about my own existence in order to not seem overly proud of them, even things like "I throw shotput for track", an older example. Why are there such things as curse words, why can't people just look at words as words, they're just letters strung together anyway. And why are there so many decency laws, and yet no universal health care. While people are dying without proper treatment for their ills why do we even spend a second debating whether there should be parental advisory labels on CDs, whether violent movies and media should be banned. Is it a compliment to call someone laid-back, because I think it is; that actually is a trait I reserve for those who I hold in the highest regard, at least, I think so anyway. I'd love to learn how to speak French.

And Tennessee is filled with beautiful girls, I'd highly reccomend it.

And now of course for some lyrics.

Well I was sitting, waiting, wishing
You believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs

The Lord knows that this world is cruel
I ain't the Lord, I'm just a fool
and in love with somebody don't make them love you

Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
Must I always be playing, playing your fool

I sang your songs, I danced your dance
I gave your friends all a chance
Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you

Maybe you've been through this before
But it's my first time so please ignore
These next few lines because they're directed at you

I can't always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool

I keep playing your part
But it's not my scene
Want this plot to twist
I've had enough mystery
Keep building it up
Then shooting me down
But I'm already down

Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting

Well if I was in your position
I'd put down all my amuntintion
I'd wonder why it had taken me so long

But the lord knows that I'm not you
and if I was I wouldn't be so cruel
cause waitin' on love ain't so easy to do

Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
Must I always be playing, playing your fool

Kalends

2005-03-01T20:45:16Z

That's right, it's the first day of March.
It's amazing how quickly Black History Month passes by every year :(
Although, it is like two or three whole days shorter than every other montth.
So I guess it really does make sense in a weird, philosophical kind of way.

So today I discovered that if I want I can spend the next four years in Orange County, California.
Yea, THE Orange County, home of Disney Land, the Jack Black movie, the popular T.V. show, Raging Waters, yuppies, Asian yuppies, beaches, and a host of other happy and fun things.

Two hours late?..........Two hours late!...............TWO HOURS LATE?!

How could this happen? We were SO CLOSE to a 6 DAY WEEKEND.

Was not to be, however.

It's really horrible that the Stone Temple Pilots broke up.

Driving faster in my car,
Falling farther from just what we are
Smoke a cigarette and lie some more
These conversations kill - Falling faster in my car

Time to take her home, her dizzy head is conscience laden
Time to take a ride, it leaves today no conversation
Time to take her home, her dizzy head is conscience laden
Time to wait to long to wait to long to wait to long

Too much walkin' shoes worn thin
Too much trippin' and my soul's worn thin
Time to catch a ride it leaves today
Her name is what it means
Too much walkin' shoes worn thin

Time to take her home

Conversations kill

But then one of the guys from STP decided to join in this group called Velvet Revolver, they're pretty good also.

It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling

Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces

I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling

All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die
I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling

Day 5

2005-02-28T22:08:15Z

Nirvana: Greatest band ever?? Yes.

1.Teenage angst has paid off well
Now I'm bored and old
Self-appointed judges judge
More than they have sold

2.I will never bother you
I will never promise to
I will never follow you
I will never bother you

Never speak a word again
I will crawl away for good

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put in to this
I always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail

Pain
You know you're right

I'm so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
Let’s talk about someone else
She just wants to love herself

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it'd come to this

Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail

Pain
You know you're right

That's right, it's now been five days since me or any one else for that matter has had to grace the halls of their respective schools with their presence.

Somehow I'm in an Alice in Chains kinda mood

Be what you wanna be
See what you came to see
Been what you wanna be
I don’t like what I see

Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you... hell within
Like the coldest winter chill
Heaven beside you... hell within
Like the coldest winter will
Heaven beside you... hell within
And you think you have it still, heaven inside you

So there’s problems in your life
That’s fucked up, and I’m not blind
I’m just see through faded, super jaded
And out of my mind

So now that I've found the perfect tune to describe my mood today, which is indescribable, I next wanted to find out what exactly this song means.

To me, it's talking about that feeling you get when it's snowing outside and its really cold....Although I might be biased, because it is in fact snowing outside and really cold.

Alice in Chains though, what an awesome band, definitely one of my favorites.

So today, I woke up about 715, after many failed attempts to fall asleep again
About five hours later, I read through the entirety of someone's live journal
And then I began updating my own, and that's what I'm doing right now.

Since we're obviously having another day off tomorrow, I'm gonna be trying to come up with ways to stay occupied.

Snowball fight, anyone?

snoooow

2005-02-28T01:22:57Z

It's gonna snow tomorrow!
6-10 inches!

So today I show up at the bowling place, to raise money for systic fibrosis.
Everyone just left the donations and left.

So no bowling, but we did help people with systic fibrosis.

Good stuff.

And we're definitely getting off of school for the next two days for snow, I mean, there's no question about it!

Or at least I hope so, because all my work for school remains conspicuously undone.

And I really want to have a snowball fight and all.
And besides, this will probably be the last snowfall I see for a long time, since next year I'll probably be in.................CALIFORNIA!!!

Oh but wait there's mountains everywhere there......
California really has EVERYTHING.

I'm surprised everyone doesn't move there.

Speaking of California....

Here's some Maroon 5 (sorry Heather hahaa)

Watch the sunrise
Say your goodbyes
Off we go
Some conversation
No contemplation
Hit the road

Car overheats
Jump out of my seat
On the side of the highway baby
Our road is long
Your hold is strong
Please don't ever let go Oh No

I'm driving fast now
Don't think I know how to go slow
Where you at now
I feel around
There you are

Cool these engines
Calm these jets
I ask you how hot can it get
And as you wipe of beads of sweat
Slowly you say "I'm not there yet!"

Hide and Seek

2005-02-27T05:26:43Z

That's right, today I had the distinct pleasure of watching the Robert DeNiro/Dakota Fanning thriller Hide and Seek.

I thought it was pretty good,

Heather hated it,

and Shayna gave it mixed reviews.

Well I guess actually all of that happened yesterday, it's already Sunday!

So today, I'm going to go bowling
for a good cause.

The proceeds, it turns out, benefit Systic
Fibrosis.

Yesterday I also learned how to play that Coldplay song, The Scientist.

And now for the lyrical stylings of Chingy and J/Weav

We started off casual; walks through the park
Candle light dinners by dark, I'm thinkin smart (smart)
Of course she might think I'm in a rush
To touch, clutch and be up, but baby I ain't on that stuff
Dropped her off and told her call me up, we can talk
Conversate about political subjects whatever's thought
So I zoomed off, lookin by and my phone rang
It was her in the shower, (she said) she said "I couldn't do without ya"
Then I said. . .

(You, could, roll, wit, me)
You call if you wanna rollll wit me
(If you was my baby)
I'm only one call away

And then some Nirvana, they're good stuff

Monkey see, monkey do (I don't know why).
I'd rather be dead than cool. (I don't know why).
Every line ends in rhyme (I don't know why).
Less is more, love is blind (I don't know why).

Stay.
Staaaaaaaaaaaay Awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
Staaaaaaaaaaaay Awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
Staaaaaaaaaaaay Awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

Give an inch, take a smile (I don't know why).
Fashion shifts, fashion style (I don't know why).
Throw it out and keep it in (I don't know why).
Have to have perfect skin (I don't know why).

Stay.
Staaaaaaaay Awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
Staaaaaaaay Awaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.
Staaaaaaaay Awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Thursday

2005-02-25T02:22:24Z

Kind of a slow day, a snow day,
woke up at about.....1 or so..
So really the day was shot, but then,
I looked out the window and noticed that the snow hadn't accumulated at all.
So that was pretty sweet, a day off that was by accident.

So I came downstairs,
And listened to some music of course.
And watched the snow,
And went out for a bit
And tomorrow's Friday
And now for some Coldplay

Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry
You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m going back to the start

Wow two updates in a week

I
must be

butter

Cause I'm on a roll

It's been awhile since I could........update my live journal

2005-02-22T23:13:19Z

I haven't updated in.....a long time.
So much has happened.
Like, I came back from California.
School started.
And then there was Christmas..
New Year's...
I turned 17...
Valentine's Day...
President's Day...
And then there was February 22nd, when I decided to update my live journal

Happy Holidays

All is quiet on New Year's day
A world in white gets underway
I want to be with you, be with you, night and day
Nothing changes on New Year's day
On New Year's day

Oh and another interesting thing happened between my last update and this one

I discovered the Eagles

I was standing
All alone against the world outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you've given me the will to survive
Love will keep us alive

And John Legend

Girl, I'm in love with you,
This ain't the honey moon,
Past the infatuation phase,
Right in the thick of love,
At times we get sick of love,
It seems like we argue everyday.

I know I misbehaved,
And you've made your mistakes,
And we both still got room left to grow.
And though love sometimes hurts,
I still put you first,
And we'll make this thing work,
But I think we should take it slow.

We're just ordinary people,
We don't know which way to go,
Cause we're ordinary people,
Maybe we should take it slow, take it slow.
This time we'll take it slow, take it slow.
This time we'll take it slow.

This ain't a movie, no.
No fairy tale conclusion, ya'll,
It gets more confusing everyday.
Sometimes it's heaven sent,
Then we head back to hell again.
We kiss then we make up on the way.

I hang up, you call,
We rise and we fall,
And we feel like just walking away,
As our love advances,
We take second chances,
Though it's not a fantasy,
I still want you to stay.

We're just ordinary people,
We don't know which way to go,
Cause we're ordinary people,
Maybe we should take it slow, take it slow.
This time we'll take it slow, take it slow.
This time we'll take it slow, take it slow.

Maybe we'll live and learn,
Maybe we'll crash and burn,
Maybe you'll stay,
Maybe you'll leave,
Maybe you'll return.
Maybe another fight.
Maybe we won't survive.
Maybe we'll grow, we never know,
Baby, you and I

So I'm gonna try and update a lot more often, and be a lot more specific about what actually happens

Like for example, today

I went to school.
I described the ancient art of square dancing to an eager english class.
I left school.
I decided to update my live journal after seeing a really good one
It listed ten random things
Nine places visited.
Eight things they wanted to do before they die
Seven ways to win their heart
Six things they believe in
Five things they're afraid of
Four favorite bedroom items.
Three things they do everyday
Two things they are trying not to do
And one person they want to see right now.

well now I guess I have to answer that.

Ten random things:
My favorite color is blue.
I'm afraid of telling the truth, or of dying in a really stupid way, like accidentally running into a beehive.
I like fast cars.
It's been years since I've been to the zoo.
I'm convinced that, if they could, everyone would move to San Diego.
I love how there's a song for just about every situation.
And a Seinfeld episode for so many situations (wait so does that count as one random thing or two?)
I love dancing
Oh and rap music that they play at dances, I love that too.
There's nothing better than the sweet morning air blowing across your face (I wish that was a quote)

Nine places I've visited
London
Paris
Zurich, and the highest train station in Europe
The Bahamas
India
Los Angeles
Yosemite
New York
Florida

Eight things I want to do before I die
Live for three-hundred years
Climb Mount Everest
Go to outer space
Write a book
Be President
Discover the meaning of life
Own a professional basketball or football team
Act in a movie

Seven ways to win my heart
Jump me in a parking lot and tear it out of me
Face me in one of my weekly jousting matches and convince me to not wear my armor, then pierce me with the lance and take out my heart
Get a medical degree and falsely advise me that I am in need of a heart transplant, then take it
Wow this is getting really morbid...umm....I guess you could just try askin real nice...
Be passionate and stuff
And love me for who I be, and unconditionally
(ok did I make it through that without sounding like a total wuss?....good)

Six things I believe in
A thing called love
God
everyone has a purpose
the power of the color blue
you
me

Five things I'm afraid of
insects, particularly spiders
conversation (how to fill those awkward silences?)
confrontation
consequences
responsibility

Four favorite bedroom items
My bed
Map of India
A book by Kurt Vonnegut
My alarm clock (I wouldn't be able to wake up on time and leave home...without it)

Three things I do everyday
Listen to music
Listen to music some more
Talk

Two things I'm trying not to do
Burn out
Fade away

One person I'd really like to see right now
Why answer, the person I'd really like to see probably knows, and, really, no one else should, right? right.

And then there were three

Yea, that's right, just about three months left until.....
Prom? Graduation? Senior Week? May? Dance Recital?

Yea, about three months left until all of those.

The day has gone by so quickly.

In just three hours, I'll be in the middle of dance.

Yea I forgot to mention that, I take dance.

Street!

Yea that's in May too.

Damn I still haven't run out of room.

Even after skipping all these lines, and writing so many more lines.

Alright so tomorrow is Wednesday.

I don't know what will happen yet.

But here's hopin it's good.

Oh by the way, pick up on the Staind reference in the subject title?

It's been awhile since I could
Hold my head up high

etc., etc.

And everything I can remember.

karl126 @ 2004-08-10T00:33:00

2004-08-10T04:39:12Z

There's a shadow just behind me,
shrouding every breath I take,
making every promise empty,
pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalking butler
who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the path called "must we"
just before the son has come.
Jesus, won't you fucking whistle
something but the past and done?

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over.
Why can't we drink forever.
I just want to start things over.

I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will only complicate you.
Trust in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you
just enough to bring you down.

Trust me.

Mother Mary won't you whisper
something but what's past and done.

Trust me.

I want what I want.

Tool-Sober

karl126 @ 2004-07-23T20:42:00

2004-07-24T02:48:03Z

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Do you wish I was cooler?
13. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
14. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
15. Am I loveable?
16. How long have you known me?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. What was your first impression?
19. Do you still think that way about me now?
20. What do you think my weakness is?
21. Do you think I'll get married?
22. What makes me happy?
23. What makes me sad?
24. What reminds you of me?
25. If you could give me anything what would it be?
26. How well do you know me?
27. When's the last time you saw me?
28. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
29. Do you think I could kill someone?
30. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
31. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

karl126 @ 2004-07-23T20:41:00

2004-07-24T02:47:00Z

32 questions only a girl could answer

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Do you wish I was cooler?
13. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
14. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
15. Am I loveable?
16. How long have you known me?
17. Describe me in one word.
18. What was your first impression?
19. Do you still think that way about me now?
20. What do you think my weakness is?
21. Do you think I'll get married?
22. What makes me happy?
23. What makes me sad?
24. What reminds you of me?
25. If you could give me anything what would it be?
26. How well do you know me?
27. When's the last time you saw me?
28. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
29. Do you think I could kill someone?
30. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
31. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

karl126 @ 2004-06-08T22:09:00

2004-06-09T02:17:34Z

Sometimes I just can't find the right words to describe it. Sometimes, you just reach a point where words don't really work anymore, and I've gotten there.

Maybe it's all too gruesome to think about, or not worth thinking about at all.

But there aren't any words for it.

None.

karl126 @ 2004-06-05T22:15:00

2004-06-06T02:15:55Z

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground. What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

-Pink Floyd

karl126 @ 2004-05-27T18:43:00

2004-05-27T22:49:38Z

I get up in the evening
And I ain't got nothing to say
I come home in the morning
I go to bed feeling the same way
I ain't nothing but tired
Man, I'm just tired and bored with myself
Hey there baby I could use just a little help

You can't start a fire
You can't start a fire without a spark
This gun's for hire
Even if we're just dancing in the dark

Message keeps getting clearer
Radio's on and I'm moving 'round the place
I check my look in the mirror
I wanna change my clothes, my hair, my face
Man, I ain't getting nowhere just living in a dump like this
There's something happening somewhere
Baby I just know that there is

You can't start a fire
You can't start a fire without a spark
This gun's for hire
Even if we're just dancing in the dark

You sit around getting older
There's a joke here somewhere and it's on me

I'll shake this world off my shoulders
Come on baby the laugh's on me
Stay on the streets of this town
And they'll be carving you up all right
They say you gotta stay hungry
Hey baby I'm just about starving tonight

I'm dying for some action
I'm sick of sitting 'round here trying to write this book
I need a love reaction
Come on now baby gimme just one look

You can't start a fire sitting 'round crying over a broken heart
This gun's for hire
Even if we're just dancing In the dark
You can't start a fire worrying about your little world falling apart
This gun's for hire

Bruce Springsteen-Dancing in the dark

karl126 @ 2004-05-25T22:32:00

2004-05-27T22:42:50Z

I finally got my license!!!!

The weather was so crazy today.

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Hoobastank-The Reason

If I listened long enough to you
I'd find a way to believe that it's all true
Knowing that you lied straight-faced while I cried
Still I look to find a reason to believe

Someone like you makes it hard to live without
somebody else
Someone like you makes it easy to give
never think about myself

If I gave you time to change my mind
I'd find a way just to leave the past behind
Knowing that you lied straight-faced while I cried
Still I look to find a reason to believe

If I listened long enough to you
I'd find a way to believe that it's all true
Knowing that you lied straight-faced while I cried
Still I look to find a reason to believe

Someone like you makes it hard to live without
somebody else
Someone like you makes it easy to give
never think about myself

Rod Stewart-Reason to believe

karl126 @ 2004-05-24T17:58:00

2004-05-24T21:59:13Z

Some funny quotes:

quote:
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"Clinton lied. A man might forget where he parks or where he lives, but he never forgets oral sex, no matter how bad it is."
* Barbara Bush (Former US First Lady)
"You're basically killing each other to see who's got the better imaginary friend."
* Yasir Arrafat (On going to war over religion)

"On the one hand, we'll never experience childbirth. On the other hand, we can open all our own jars."
* Bruce Willis (On the difference between men and women)

"And God said: 'Let there be Satan, so people don't blame everything on me. And let there be lawyers, so people don't blame everything on Satan."
* George Burns

"What are the three words guaranteed to humiliate men everywhere? 'Hold my purse.' "
* Sandra Bullock

"The Web brings people together because no matter what kind of a twisted sexual mutant you happen to be, you've got millions of pals out there. Type in 'Find people that have sex with goats that are on fire' and the computer will ask, 'Specify type of goat.'"
* Jason Alexander (George Castanza on Seinfeld)

"Luge strategy? Lie flat and try not to die."
* Carmen Boyle (Olympic Luge Gold Medal winner - 1996)

"Women might be able to fake orgasms. But men can fake whole relationships."
* Sharon Stone

"There are only two reasons to sit in the back row of an airplane: Either you have diarrhea, or you're anxious to meet people who do."
* Henry Kissenger (former US Secretary of State)

"My cousin just died. He was only 19. He got stung by a bee - the natural enemy of a tightrope walker."
* Dan Rather (News anchorman)

"I saw a woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' on it. I said, 'Thyroid problem?'"
* Arnold Schwarzenegger

Honesty is the key to a relationship. If you can fake that, you're in."
* Courtney Cox (Monica on "Friends")

"Hockey is a sport for white men. Basketball is a sport for black men. Golf is a sport for white men dressed like black pimps."
* Tiger Woods

"I read somewhere that 77 per cent of all the mentally ill live in poverty. Actually, I'm more intrigued by the 23 per cent who are apparently doing quite well for themselves."
* Jerry Garcia (Grateful Dead)

"I discovered I scream the same way whether I'm about to be devoured by a Great White or if a piece of seaweed touches my foot."
* Axel Rose (Guns'n'Roses)

"Capital punishment turns the state into a murderer. But imprisonment turns the state into a gay dungeon-master."
* Rev. Jesse Jackson

"My mother never saw the irony in calling me a son-of-a-bitch."
* Jack Nicholson

karl126 @ 2004-05-24T17:39:00

2004-05-24T21:47:01Z

what a great song

Oh when it all, it all falls down
I'm telling you ohh, it all falls down

Man I promise, she's so self conscious
She has no idea what she's doing in college
That major that she majored in don't make no money
But she won't drop out, her parents will look at her funny
Now, tell me that ain't insecurrre
The concept of school seems so securrre
Sophmore three yearrrs aint picked a careerrr
She like fuck it, I'll just stay down herre and do hair
Cause that's enough money to buy her a few pairs of new Airs
Cause her baby daddy don't really care
She's so precious with the peer pressure
Couldn't afford a car so she named her daughter Alexis
She had hair so long that it looked like weave
Then she cut it all off now she look like Eve
And she be dealing with some issues that you can't believe
Single black female addicted to retail and well

Man I promise, I'm so self conscious
That's why you always see me with at least one of my watches
Rollies and Pasha's done drove me crazy
I can't even pronounce nothing, pass that versace!
Then I spent 400 bucks on this
Just to be like nigga you ain't up on this!
And I can't even go to the grocery store
Without some ones thats clean and a shirt with a team
It seems we living the american dream
But the people highest up got the lowest self esteem
The prettiest people do the ugliest things
For the road to riches and diamond rings
We shine because they hate us, floss cause they degrade us
We trying to buy back our 40 acres
And for that paper, look how low we a'stoop
Even if you in a Benz, you still a nigga in a coop/coupe

I say police, thats how I treat em
We buy our way out of jail, but we can't buy freedom
We'll buy a lot of clothes when we don't really need em
Things we buy to cover up what's inside
Cause they make us hate ourself and love they wealth
That's why shortys hollering "where the ballas' at?"
Drug dealer buy Jordans, crackhead buy crack
And a white man get paid off of all of that
But I ain't even gon act holier than thou
Cause fuck it, I went to Jacob with 25 thou
Before I had a house and I'd do it again
Cause I wanna be on 106 and Park pushing a Benz
I wanna act ballerific like it's all terrific
I got a couple past due bills, I won't get specific
I got a problem with spending before I get it
We all self conscious I'm just the first to admit it

karl126 @ 2004-05-19T18:18:00

2004-05-19T22:24:44Z

I took senior pics today; I enjoy wearing suits,
except when it's hot outside.

Yea so the cicadas are finally coming out, but I'm really not impressed-they aren't exactly swarms or anything.

So in Spanish me and Dina Campos and the teacher will be the only people there for the next month.

Sometimes I've thought about being a pilot.

And when a mother gives her daughter birth control isn't the mother basically saying that she's too damn lazy to impart values to her daughter, or that she doesn't have any values?

Values aren't worth a damn anyway...I can't get money or sex for them.

karl126 @ 2004-05-11T22:03:00

2004-05-12T02:19:57Z

24, another good show.

Gotta love those prom pics.

License someday.

And Nirvana, they're a great band.

"If you're having girl problems I feel bad for you son I got 99 problems but a bitch ain't one"- Jay-Z
He has like 99 names too?

"He's HOVA, God MC, you all know him , that's Jay-Z" - Dr. Evil

It's a hard knock life.

Did I mention how great prom pics are?

Bloody damn fuckin great.

Lemme tell ya.